Maybe I will always be an outsider. Outsider to jokes, to
bonding, friends, colleagues, relatives, everything..
I have never managed to make close friends, people never
like me at first instance and mostly everyone gets inhibited by that invisible
wall I seem to have created around myself. I make progress and then pushed
back again. I move one step forward and end up in square one. I try to be kind
and patient, maybe too much so, and then taken for granted.
I learn, only to forget as quickly. And then there’s no
denying the fact that it hurts terribly..
1 comment:
in a while these hurts heal and you will feel good about being human enough to try and fail :) Though I at times turn very bitter about such things :D
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