Monday, July 30, 2012

Another one to prove how stupid I am..

I have always dreamt of being treated like china by the man I end up with: to be spoilt rotten, to be loved despite my selfishness, my self centred behaviour, even for him to be slightly awed by me.

And I was, I got all that and more but failed to recognise its worth and let it pass. I fail to understand why I realise the value of a person when things are irretrievable and then wish every second that I should have..


mêlée said...

well I just hope that life will take you to a new turn reaching where you'd feel that what you thought today about losing someone only when irretrievable was a loss will seem more like one tiny step of a grand plan :)
Having said this, cant deny the power in your often I realize what was my loss only when I had no access to it anymore...but life goes it boring or exciting!

mêlée said...

I am so happy for you, really dont know what else to say! So so very happy for you :)

Sangfroid said...

I was about to say - Probably, it wasn't meant to be and that it would fit well in the bigger scheme of things, maybe.

But reading Melee's 2nd comment, makes me think otherwise :)

Sam said...

Melee/Sangfroid, :D